Day 664-Independence Day

July is a very painful month for me. Last year, less than two weeks before today, I was getting ready to go to Missouri. And I miss it like crazy there. I wish that I could go back, have things be the same. But I’m just too frightened of possible rejection. So I can’t.   So, unfortunately, life goes on. I practice driving, get high alone or without friends, and I try not to remember how nice things were for a while last year.

If there’s a way universe, I want to go back. There’s just so many things left unsaid. It’s just begun and I’m ready for July to be over.

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One Response to Day 664-Independence Day

  1. ihatepoetry says:

    Move forward – don’t look back. Love you.

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