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1 year after

Yesterday, despite attempts to turn off such notifications, my Facebook reminded me that exactly a year ago, I came home from my stay in Missouri. Which of course sent me into another emotional tailspin where I couldn’t get out of … Continue reading

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Envy and Jealousy

Thanks mind. I wake up past one in the morning and can’t get my mind to shut up to go back to sleep. Instead I think of people that I hate thinking about. IF i could, i would get deep … Continue reading

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Keeping the past in the past

I would do well to remind myself each time I stumble that the past is the past for a reason. There’s a reason that I stopped talking to certain people, or doing certain things. But time passes and leads me … Continue reading

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Bad Day

I won’t take my meds today. Think what you will of this, I don’t find that it helps. I long to go and sit in a Buddhist temple. But I don’t know of any. Maybe I’ll get on a bus … Continue reading

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Barnes and Nobles/Oliver

Today I went to Barnes and Nobles, ordered a ¬†picture book on depression for my future nephew. I wonder if I could write one for him that would be better. Well written, precise. So he could understand, perhaps, why I … Continue reading

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Day 687

There’s not much to say, but I’m supposed to update regularly so on day 687 I am not dead, yet. I am planning a trip to Virginia and my friend from Virginia is also planning a trip here. I need … Continue reading

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