Tag Archives: goodbyes

Mystery Solved

The only people I really want to talk to, won’t talk to me. It’s still sinking in. My symptoms tend to push people away. It’s happened before and it will probably happen again. But it never stops hurting any less. … Continue reading

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Blog Post 689/undeserving

The last few days I have not had the energy to write, simply unable to even type out a few hundred words. But now, I can feel the patronus surrounding me again, drawing the evil away from me, keeping it … Continue reading

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Day 692

Today was more of the same meaningless existence, sleeping to avoid missing people, and ocasionally getting up to walk around, just so that I could be exhausted enough to fall back into a restless sleep. I don’t really care about … Continue reading

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Belated Day 697

Yesterday, day 687 was spent in major excruciating pain in my bed for about 85-90% of the day as I near the one year anniversary of a time both joyous and heartbreaking to me. Now the time I look back … Continue reading

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Musings on Day 698

At the end of the 700 days, how long will it be before someone tells him? Continue reading

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This is day 699

A lot talked about in therapy today. For instance, how it’s coming up on a year since I went to Missouri and how sad that makes me. Not sad, no. Excruciating pain every moment I’m awake is more accurate. I … Continue reading

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