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Envy and Jealousy

Thanks mind. I wake up past one in the morning and can’t get my mind to shut up to go back to sleep. Instead I think of people that I hate thinking about. IF i could, i would get deep … Continue reading

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Dreaming

I had dreams about him last night. Though I can only remember one of them. We were on some kind of Vespa, and he was going too fast and we crashed. He didn’t look hurt, or bad, or anything. He … Continue reading

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Day 664-Independence Day

July is a very painful month for me. Last year, less than two weeks before today, I was getting ready to go to Missouri. And I miss it like crazy there. I wish that I could go back, have things … Continue reading

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Day 667- Absolute Shit

Today is without a doubt, absolute shit. Yesterday, an acquaintance, even younger than me, had a second baby. I climbed into bed and was unable to do anything for the rest of yesterday. Today I didn’t get up until 2, … Continue reading

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Day 668-Hypocrite

I’m a hypocrite. Or at best, a bad liar. I’m able to go and have dinner with a friend, and laugh, as if everything that happened to me was harmless. Joke like revenge doesn’t feel necessary, shrug off the months … Continue reading

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