Tag Archives: sleep

Before and After

With my heart this broken, decimated mess, time takes on different meaning. Days and nights blur together into one, one long existence of sleeping or trying to get back to sleep. Feeling the pain or trying to avoid it. There … Continue reading

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Day 682

Today, all I can think is that I’m grateful that there are only 682 days left. And ungrateful that there are still so many days left. I’m exhausted, things are not changing and I am beyond ready to lay my … Continue reading

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Day 684- Restless

Yesterday was a surprisingly pleasant day. Armed with Klonopin and Xanax in my system, I was able to meet someone new and actually have a really nice time. As I felt the need to tell them later, this led to … Continue reading

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Day 692

Today was more of the same meaningless existence, sleeping to avoid missing people, and ocasionally getting up to walk around, just so that I could be exhausted enough to fall back into a restless sleep. I don’t really care about … Continue reading

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